Choose A or B

Person A, obviously he need assist and follow the road guide to move forward. But seem like he know where is he going and clear what to do next.

Person B. relax sitting enjoying newspaper while he suppose to guard and selling it. No one will steal his paper even if he walk away for biological need. Many will left their money and take only what they pay for it.

Which is your preferred lifestyle? No you shouldn't choose. Stay focus on your current situation and move forward. Refine it improve it what ever term you like to use. Step by step.